ccWhen Richard committed suicide at the age of 36, his mother Dore Deverell was devastated. Richard's existence had been painful - plagued by physical and mental illness and general unhappiness. What could his mother do now apart from suffer the intense pain of loss and harbour feelings of guilt and anguish? This book is the remarkable, true, first-hand account of how Dore Deverell discovered, through the teachings of Rudolf Steiner, how to establish telepathic contact with Richard after his death and how to alleviat the suffering and regret which, she discovered, all suicides experience in the after-death state. In the unexpected conclusion to this extraordinary tale she is led to the person who, she believes, embodies Richard's reincarnated soul.